yu kno wat i wish..
i wish my fuckin so called family would die.....ya kno dat?
i fuckin work my fuckin ass off everyday..cleaning, cooking, doing da fuckin laudnry, EVERY FUCKIN THING my FUCKIN MOM SHOULD B FUCKIN DOING and ALL DEY EVERY FUCKIN DO is FUCKING YELL AT ME about how FUCKIN UNGRATEFUL i am and how i dont FUCKIN DO ANYTYHING
they only yell at ME not my SISTER not my BROTHER only ME
IM da one dat cleans, IM da one dat cooks, IM da one dat does laundry IM da one who gets good grades IM da one dat doesnt make a mess IM da one dat never asks for anything..yet dey get da right to fuckin call me ungrateful and fuckin spoiled and a fuckin brat??!
WHAT DA FUCK do dey want me to do??!!! GODDAMNIT
IM da ONLY one in dis FUCKIN house dat every DOES anything besides being A FUCKNI LAZY ASSHOLE
and here they are..yelling at me cuz i was on computer..WEN ITS NOT EVEN A FUCKIN SCHOOL DAY, IVE DONE MY FUCKIN HW, IVE CLEANED DA FUCKIN HOUSE, IVE DONE DA FUCKIN LAUNDRY
YET DEY GET DA FUCKING RIGHT TO YELL AT ME FOR NO FUCKIN REASON
JUS CUZ DEYRE FUCKIN PISSED OFF??!!! WHAT DA FUCK AM I??!! A FUCKIN PUNCHING BAG??!!
DO DEY WANA KNOW DA FUCKIN TRUTH??!! DAT I FUCKIN DRINK, I CUT MYSELF, I POP PILLS, AND IVE TRIED SMOKING
WHY??! CUZ DEY FUCKIN CAUSE ME SO MUCH FUCKIN STRESS AND NO MATTER HOW FUCKIN HARD I TRY ITS ALWAYS DA FUCKIN SAME
stacy stop being a brat
stacy be more like stella
stacy be more like edward
stacy have emotions
stacy dont be on computer all day
stacy clean da house
stacy do the laundry
stacy clean your room
stacy be more like everyone else
stacy are you ok? should i call THE FUCKIN ASYLUM
stacy stop being so spoiled
stacy stop being a brat
WHY DA FUCK DO I HAVE TO LIVE WITH THEM SAYING THAT SHIET TO ME??!! WHAT DA FUCKIN HELL HAVE I EVER FUCKING DONE TO THEM??!!
..i swear...the day they die..is da day i'd celebrate.....i dont care about them......heh, if dey died i'd probly be da one dat killed them..i cant take it...every fuckin day...deyve never said a fuckin good thing about me..for as long as i can remeber....da only thing dey do is yell at me..beat me up..and assume i dont care....assume that even though deyre beating da shiet outta me wif a FUCKIN METAL POLE that it DOENST HURT ME
WHAT DA FUCK do THEY know about PAIN??!! in my fuckin 13 years of life..ive probly gone through more den all of them toghether....haev THEY ever gone through almost the whole school hating them? theyre parents blaming everything on them? getting beat up wif a fuckin metal pole jus cuz deyre pissed off? yet still acted like everythings ok...still manage a smile..still manage to laugh....still manage to FUCKIN ACT like EVEYRHTINGS FUCKIN OK wen its FUCKIN NOT??!! have THEY been expected, been beat up, been yelled at...SINCE FUCKIN KINDERGARTEN to FUCKIN GET STRAIGHT A'S??!!
i must look so pathetic.....crying over this...heh, its been a while since i cried....it doesnt matter..it doesnt matter..it doesnt matter anymore.....
im sry...yea...i'll stfu now..
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GREAT another WONDERFUL thing to add to my PERFECT life...
BAROQUE IS BREAKING UP??!!!
GODDAMNIT
WHY DOES EVERYTHING I LIKE
DISSAPEAR??!!
WHY??!! | 
